Sometimes I wonder if I belong in a mental hospital because of the things I think about, but I know what drives me to think these things sometimes people they say and do things that hurt u so bad and that hurt turns into the anger. They don't realize or even care when they do these things, for the one's who don't realize you say to yourself maybe it was an accident and drop it, but that hurt will never leave you, you might think oh I'm over it but are you really? you might think oh I totally forgot about that but did you or did you just push it down, so you won't feel the pain. For the one's that know but don't care when they say things that hurt you and they know you sit back and wait for and apologize that you know in yourself you won't get, but it is not bad to give people the benefit of the doubt, sometimes they say things that hurt you so bad you can't ignore them even if you cuss them and get all that pain off your chest if you really think about it, it's always there.